Gloom

Being in a relationship doesn't protect your heart from being broken.

Sad truth.

Hello, World!

Kuting

Kahapon pa may umiiyak na kuting sa masukal na likod ng apartment ko. At kahapon pa din nakokonsensya dahil sa non-stop nyang pag-iyak. Gusto ko naman sya kunin, pakainin, arugain at ampunin. Kaso hindi ko kaya. Aalis ako dito sa apartment ko sa Sabado. Baka Lunes o Martes pa balik ko. Pano na sya sa mga araw na wala  ako? Sa katapusan ng buwan wala na din ako dito. Tapos na kontrata ko. Babalik na ko sa amin. Pano na sya? Hindi ko naman siya pwede iuwi dahil lahat nga tao sa bahay namin ay may hika. Ako lang ang wala.

Kagabi naramdaman ko na umakyat sya samay bintana. Sarado yung bintana ko kasi ayokong may pumasok ng mga insekto (takot kasi ako sa mga insekto). Na-tempt ako pagbuksan sya. Magdamag sya umiiyak.Kaninang umaga naman pag gising ko napabalikwas ako kasi di ko na nadidinig na umiiyak. Naisip ko baka patay na - namantay sa gutom, uhaw o pagod o kaya naman tinuklaw at kinain na ng ahas. Pag sililp ko sa bintana, nandun siya. First time ko sya makita. Napatingin din sya saken. Para syang si Puss 'n Boots na nagmamakaawa. Kulay abo nga lang sya.

Nagtanung-tanong na ko sa mga kakilala ko kung interesado sila ampunin yung kuting kaso lahat negative ang sagot. Di na nga daw nila maalagaan sarili nila, mag-aampon pa sila ng aalagaan. Yung isa naman kakapanganak lang daw ng kuting nila sa hindi na nila kaya mag-ampon.

Tawagan ko kaya ang PETA o PAWS? May PAWS ba dito sa LB na pwede kong tawagan?

O baka ikaw interesado ka sa kuting.

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Update:

May dumagdag pang isang kuting. Great. :|

Today is Earth Day

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Mercy

You look at me and think we're the same kind
Cos you don't know what I've got in mind
I want a bit more than I'm asking for
But I just don't want to waste my time
You think that I'll be the other girl (boy)
Just like there's nothing in this world
I wanna have fun, go get me some
I just don't know where you're comin' from


-Rap part of Duffy's Mercy

Oh well

So I started looking for a job yesterday. I emailed my resume to, wait lemme check, four companies already. Mom said I don't have to work immediately. She told me that I should rest for a while and suggested that I spend a month at my Tito's house in Batangas. That was a tempting offer, really, but I had to say no. First, one month is way too long. I can't do nothing for more than a week. Second, I'll miss boyfie. Third, I don't want to waste job opportunities. Fourth, I want to save up for my master's degree. I plan to take my MS two years from now.

I appreciate mom's effort to remind me to take a break. But I really don't want to waste opportunities. There are not much opportunities for my specialization (Human Ecology major in Social Technology if you're wondering) so I really have to strike the iron whilst it's hot. She also promised to give financial support once I start taking my MS. Nice.

Mom and I were talking about these thru video call. It was cool until she asked me this question in a low, serious voice.

Mom: Pipo, may itatanong ako sa'yo.

*Kabado. Feeling ko itatanong nya kung bakla ba ako.*

Ako: Ano yun?

Mom: May girlfriend ka na ba?

*Seriously, ready na ko umamin sa kanya. Matagal ko na din namang inaantay 'tong moment na 'to eh. Kaso ayun hindi pala yun ang itatanong nya.*

Ako: Wala! Wala.

Mom: Ah. Tinatanong ko lang naman. Ok lang naman kung gusto mo na. Tapos ka na naman mag-aral. Napagtapos na naman kita. Nagawa ko na responsibilidad ko sayo. Buti nga tapos ka na kesa naman gayahin mo yung iba na di pa tapos mag-aral eh may ano na.

Ako: Wala. Wala pa talaga. Tska na yun. Magta-trabaho muna ko.

Mom: Ikaw bahala.

I was relieved. I think. But it could have been better if she asked me that question. Or maybe I should told her why I don't have a girlfriend...

Mom: Pipo, may itatanong ako sa'yo.

Ako: Ano yun?

Mom: May girlfriend ka na ba?

Ako: Wala, Ma. Wala. Pero may, umm, boyfriend ako.

Mom: Ano?! Bakla ka? Wag ka magbiro ng ganyan ha, Pipo. Di ba nagka-girlfriends ka na dati.

Ako: Di ako nagbibiro, Ma. Oo, nagka-girlfriends ako dati. Pero bakla ako. 

Seriously, I don't know how my Mom will take it. I'm her only son, her only child in fact. Point is, I don't know here that much and she doesn't know me too well either. She left the country to work overseas when I was barely six. But as early as six, I already knew why she had to leave so I don't have issues with her. Only problem is, we don't know each other that much.

Oh well.

I'm Yours

I may not have the softest touch 
I may not say the words as such 
And though I may not look like much 
But I'm yours 


And though my edges may be rough 
And never feel I'm quite enough 
It may not seem like very much 
But I'm yours


I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
I know I don't fit in that much
But I'm yours


- The Script

Untouchable

Untouchable like a distant diamond sky 
I'm reaching out and I just can't tell you why 
I'm caught up in you, I'm caught up in you 


Untouchable burning brighter than the sun 
And when you're close I feel like coming undone 


In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream 
It's like a million little stars spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be together 
Come on, come on, little taste of heaven 

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listen here

Are you a JeJeMoN?

At dahil sila ang usong pag-tripan ngayon...

...here are the uber hilarious definitions of Jejemon from urbandictionary.com...


Jejemon

1) Usually seen around social networking sites such as Friendster and Multiply, jejemons are individuals with low IQs who spread around their idiocy on the web by tYpFing LyK diZS jejejeje, making all people viewing their profile raise their eyebrows out of annoyance. Normal people like you and me must take a Bachelor of Arts in Jejetyping in order to understand said individuals, as deciphering their text would cause a lot of frustration and hair pulling.

CAUTION: THESE INDIVIDUALS ARE BREEDING! THEY CAN BE SEEN WRECKING GRAMMATICAL HAVOC ON FACEBOOK TOO!

2) Jejemons are not just confined to trying-hard Filipino gangsters and emos. A Jejemon can also include a variety of Latino-Hispanic fags who enjoy typing "jejejejeje" in a wider context, much to the disdain of their opponents in an internet MMORPG game such as Ragnarok and DOTA.

3) Basically anyone with a low tolerance in correct punctuation, syntax and grammar. Jejemons are usually hated or hunted down by Jejebusters or the grammar nazi to eradicate their grammatical ways.
On AIM or YM:

miSzMaldiTahh111: EoW pFuOh!

You: Huh?

miszMaldiTahh111: i LLyK tO knOw moR3 bOut u, PwfoH. crE 2 t3ll mE yur N@me? jejejejeje!

You: You are a jejemon! Don't talk to me, you uneducated retard!

miszMaldiTahh111: T_T

P.S

To all my Jejemon friends...it's okay. We're still friends. =p

Team Uh at One Laiya

So one of the in groups ingroups I am part of, Team Uh, went to Laiya, Batangas last weekend. A get together of some sort as most of us are done with college. Team Uh is composed of no more than 10 indivduals, six of which were able to attend the Laiya trip. I'm not exactly sure how many are we in the Team but I'm sure we're no more than 10. And don't ask who the other members are coz I dunno either. Lol.

The place is called One Laiya Resort. It's nowhere near the likes of Boracay or Puerto. We can't afford that YET. Lol. It's a relatively new resort that is still being developed. Average cottages, no bars or anything fancy in the shore, night life is zero, rare sightings of hawtees. But the blue/green sea is great. And the corals. And the people. Enough talk. Here are some (low res) pictures.

Our cottage

Yummy watermelons.

Without Amak we'd starve to death

Balut

We made a bonfire where we cooked hotdogs without

marshmallows. I hate marshmallows.

We road a boat...

....and snorkeled. I barely tried it. I'm afraid of the waters you see.

Seriously, even with a life vest, I still sink. I dunno why.

I never removed my grip off the boat's, umm, balancer.

That was pretty much what happened on day one. Day two sucked. I had a high fever that I can't get up from bed. I had to lie down all day because I was feeling dizzy and nauseous. :( I suspect the consecutive all-nighters got into me. The rest of the team enjoyed the sand, sea and sex. Kidding. No sex. We're wholesome, ya see. More pictures.

Even with that damn fever the get together was fun. We're looking forward to Puerto next summer and hopefully with new Uh members. 

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P.S.

I love you Team. Thank you for taking care of me. =)

Bulsang Halimaw

Was watching Eating Out 3 with boyfie then I saw this video (more of an audio actually) posted in FB. This is as witty as EO3! Made me and boyfie ROFL. :))

Pomp and Circumstance

It's official. I am graduating this April 24.

The "right" thing

After everything that happened, the right thing to do was to quit and walk away. But then again we don't always choose to the right thing. Sometimes we choose the opposite and we twist the reality until the wrong becomes the right. At times it work, at times it doesn't. But I'd rather keep twisting the reality until all the wrong becomes right than be boxed by the reality that others created. I choose to have my own reality.

Para sa diploma

Magdamag naglamay ng manuscript.

Walang tulog.

Walang ligo.

Walang matinong kain.

Walang matinong s*x.

Shit.

Paper jam.

Naubos ng bond paper.

Naubos ang ink.

Kulang kulang ang na-print.

Lampas sa margin.

Three hours late sa pagpapasa.

Naglakad sa katirikan ng araw.

I was thisclose to fainting.

Hay.

Konti pa.

Para sa diploma.